More Robust August 31, 2005
After a bit of a cry and some TLC from Mark, I’ve woken with an improved attitude and feeling more robust today.
I’ve reminded myself that the only thing I can control is myself. There’s nothing I can do to change the monolith or any of its minions’ minds. I suspect any decisions or lists that need to be made have been, if not formally, then at least in certain people’s minds and whichever one I’m on, I’m on.
My focus at the moment, anyway, needs to be my health and well being and this is probably a good time to do that. While I’m not fully occupied or needed at work I’m at liberty to take better care of myself.
Wondering about what might have been won’t get me anywhere. The space I’m in today is all that really matters and only I can determine where I go from there. I’m going to keep repeating that.
You also work for an organisation who seems to do this on a regular basis, which is not designed to make anyone feel secure and needed. I keep telling you how attractive you look to other organisations. Just because your employer doesn’t say the same thing, don’t believe you’re not valuable. And if they really want you to leave, make them pay you to do it!
oh good, you did bounce back - i should have read this one first