Just Nicky

“I’m never going to be famous. My name will never be writ large on the roster of Those Who Do Things. I don’t do any thing. Not one single thing. I used to bite my nails, but I don’t even do that any more.” ~ Dorothy Parker

 

Bitter & Twisted & Nasty October 28, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 12:57 pm

Today is making me all sour & nasty. Anyone who comes looking for anything from me today is likely to get slapped.

Earlier I was rounding up a colleague who was reluctant to attend a meeting and I seriously considered whether I should throw her phone against the wall and drag her into the room by her hair. I’m not joking. I really thought about physically hauling this woman from one end of our floor to the other!

I simply do not have the wherewithall to do what I’m doing. It is beyond me. With space and time to work it out, I might - just might - get there. But here and now, I can’t do it.

And it’s pissing me off. I’ve been sad and unhappy about it. I’ve been depressed. I’ve been fatalistic. Now I’m angry.

Of course, I could also have PMT…

 
 

Resistance is futile October 26, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 4:02 pm

Yesterday I worked at home and, while my output wouldn’t set any records, I basically achieved what I set out to do.

Today I’m in the office and I’ve got very little done. I’m only just now starting on the task I wanted to start when I arrived 7 hours ago and I’m dying to go home.

I just can’t seem to focus here. I don’t know what it is. Whether it’s the pervading atmosphere of the place, the constant background noise, the presence of other people to talk to, or just that fact that I fundementally don’t want to be here, I don’t know. Whatever it is, it’s killed my motivation and concentration.

I really wish my workplace would actually embrace the flexible working arrangement hype it puts out and allow me to work from home for some of the time. On current indications I’d definitely be more productive and, I suspect, heaps happier.

 
 

Unfit, Overweight & On Drugs October 25, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 9:32 pm

That’s our Miss Emmylou!

I took Em to the vet tonight for a vaccination (way overdue) so that she can go to the dog training workshop with me in November and to see about getting something to give her during thunder storms, fireworks and so on to keep her calmer.

The vet reckons she’s borderline obese! I always knew our dogs were carrying a little bit of extra weight, but that surprised me. And if Em’s overweight, then Indi definitely is, so the diet and exercise program starts tomorrow morning!

I’m going to try to walk Em every morning. Mark will try to walk both dogs during the day when he’s home and Finn’s at childcare. On the days that Mark doesn’t walk them together I’ll walk Em and he can take Indi out after Finn’s gone to bed (ie. we’ll tag team). The trick will be not to get overambitious and ruin it by trying to do too much too soon. Little walks - 15-20 minutes at a relaxed pace to begin with - and then we can build up.

As for the drugs, Em’s on clomicalm and we’re doing a de-sensitisation program using Cam Day’s CD. The idea is to have her take the drugs for 3 months while doing the de-sensitisation program and, hopefully, she won’t need them after that. It will probably take a lot longer than that to actually get her over her fear of loud noises, but the drugs should help get the process started.

With all of this I’m going to cancel my gym membership. If I’m walking a dog every day (which I should have been in the first place) I’m probably not going to have time or energy to go to the gym and I shouldn’t need to either. If I do feel the need of a gym I’ll join one in the city next year and go in lunchtimes - it’d be a better use of my time and money than wandering the shops looking for stuff to buy.

 
 

Finished objects October 22, 2005

Filed under: Knitting — Mark @ 1:54 pm

Wavy Blue

Chocolate mohair

 
 

Taking pleasure in others’ misfortune October 21, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 10:53 am

Customs system stuffup

I feel so much better about the stuff I work on now…

 
 

Back to the Future October 19, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 2:26 pm

I’ve been asked to write a Master Test Plan for a project I’m working on.

I just realised that it’s been more than 2 years (before the last big re-org) since I last wrote one.

Given the announements that are starting to happen, I think it’s kind of ironic that I’m back to doing at least part of what I used to do.

In my own perverse way I find waiting for the other shoe to drop kind of exciting. I said perverse, not perverted, by the way. I’ve always liked a bit of change…

One can only wonder what the future will hold for this little black duck.

 
 

See, I can’t help it

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 9:50 am

Aquarius

It’s not my fault if I don’t get anything done today. The cosmos is against me.

 
 

Princess Phaff October 18, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 12:30 pm

I spent all morning working on an email template for outage notifications. Hardly an onerous task and one I should have knocked over in half an hour.

But I just couldn’t leave the damn thing alone!

Finally it’s done, though.

Now I just need to find some suitably phaffy task to fill the afternoon…

 
 

A quiz of a different nature October 17, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 3:11 pm

I can’t remember which blog I found this from (…sorry…).

The Australian Politics Test

And here are my results.

I’m pleasantly surprised. I sit pretty much exactly where I thought I would on the political spectrum, although that 37.6% for One Nation is a bit of a worry… I wonder which question(s) caused that?

 
 

They both missed out today October 14, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mark @ 7:32 am

After a crappy night’s sleep there was no way I was going to be out of bed at 5am this morning, so Mark got up and put the PuppyDeluxe out with her barking collar on.

I think Finn was the only one who slept well last night. I was restless and dreaming (the only one I remember involves talking about surfing with my boss), Mark was feeling sick and Em had to go out in the early hours.

I can’t help thinking that I might be getting Mark’s bug. I’ve been achy for the last couple of days, which I had put down to the unaccustomed exercise of dog walking. I’ve been a bit snuffly too, but thought that was hayfever. Now my throat hurts and I’m feeling really tired. I don’t want to be sick for the Foozle’s birthday weekend!