Just Nicky

Bitter & Twisted & Nasty October 28, 2005

Today is making me all sour & nasty. Anyone who comes looking for anything from me today is likely to get slapped.

Earlier I was rounding up a colleague who was reluctant to attend a meeting and I seriously considered whether I should throw her phone against the wall and drag her into the room by her hair. I’m not joking. I really thought about physically hauling this woman from one end of our floor to the other!

I simply do not have the wherewithall to do what I’m doing. It is beyond me. With space and time to work it out, I might - just might - get there. But here and now, I can’t do it.

And it’s pissing me off. I’ve been sad and unhappy about it. I’ve been depressed. I’ve been fatalistic. Now I’m angry.

Of course, I could also have PMT…